昨晚做了一件很错的事...

   莫名其妙地发了脾气不理一个很重要很重要的人...

   唉...

   上欧洲名画欣赏的时候听到老师说"戴绿帽",

   很大的震撼..如果这件事是发生在我身上的话我会那么从容吗?我会那么平静就这么算了吗?

   我也不知道,我现在能做的,只能履行我对一个男人的承诺.

   唉...

      昨天是大名鼎鼎的光棍节...偶也是大名鼎鼎的光棍..自然不能错过这么重要的专门为我这种人设置的节日啦...与几个兄弟在贝岗村的小店处喝酒吃消夜庆祝,别有一番开心...看来未来四年很难脱离这个酒字咯.不过也好嘛...正如一个师妹所说,喝酒是一种公关技能是一个"借口","借酒浇愁愁更愁",哈哈...好像很有道理一样..不过无所谓啦..反正就那么光棍一个,天不怕地不怕,就爽性尽情地玩.

      兄弟突然说了一句特别让我伤感的,"怎么你还是光棍啊!活该!"

      呜...我也不想的啊..谁叫自己那么样衰喔...整一个活该!

      活该!

      我在一个宿舍换位置了,平平也在一栋楼里换宿舍了.

      大家都有了个新环境,

      是哦,新环境.

      顺便谢谢各位兄弟过来我这里"踩"啦

终于考完了概率

"好"就不敢说,但是至少勉强过得了老师那一关

心放下来以后,回想起来,其实也挺享受的,如果大学里时不时来场考试的话,或许我能学得到更多东西

其实讲到底还是自制力不够.

星期二的时候,突发其想去"潜水",交待了一些工作以后,就完全隐身,手机关机,不上QQ,不上MSN,不在学校抛头露面.呵呵,差不多变"黄花闺女"了,龟缩在宿舍看书,听歌.

全心全意的感觉,心无旁骛的快乐,沉浸在天籁之音中....

 

但是始终有那么一天要回到水面,呼吸到浑浊但又必须呼吸的空气

又要呼吸了

想起任贤齐的 我是一只鱼 

明天又要工作了.嗯!

 

   I am in a rush.

   I am making haste.

   I am using my every seconds busying with something that i even don't konw if it worthing busy. Conferences, meetings,telephone calls,messages,they all make me feel asphyxiate.The truth tell me that nobody could help me but myself.Thinking back the works that i have done i see only messes ,failures,disappointments,divisions,footles. There wasn't anything that prove my work,there's no evidence that show my struggle.After a whole year's study in collage, i find myself lost many things.Technical skills like programming and experiments, i was really a loser,i lost my way to be a programmer.Being a leader of a large assoiation----PRA,i didn't run it well,for i have no experience and didn't manage to do anything about learning any available manage skills to make it well. As my social work, my loving life was in a terrible mess, i can't find myself a girl friend for i haven't that faithful heart for her and selfconfidence for myself. My buddy teacher once asked me that if there's something wrong with my attitude with love,i couldn't answer him a word because i didn't know the answer either.

   Once I was expected to be a good leader and learner ,but to their disappointment,i lose their anticipations. Reading my high school chums' blogs,they are running quicly to their destinations,winning their goals or stepping forward.Someone told me that maybe we are in the different ways,but we will meet one day in the same destination.Once i believed he is right.

   Not until the poor achievement emerge to the surface that i know I was totally wrong.I was stepping on the same ground  making no progress.

   Wondering what to do...

   Finding my potential lethal,i need to celebrate this big progress ,this great achievement.I need to proclaim it to everyone who cares me, who ever loves me. I have been waked up by others' big shock from their suceeds.And I should never sleep or be numb again.

   Hoping a brand new life's COMING!

  

歌手：周杰伦 专辑：十一月的萧邦

词:方文山曲:周杰伦

一群嗜血的蚂蚁被腐肉所吸引
我面无表情看孤独的风景
失去你爱恨开始分明
失去你还有什黱事好关心
当鸽子不再象徵和平
我终於被提醒
广场上餵食的是秃鹰
我用漂亮的押韵
形容被掠夺一空的爱情
啊乌云开始遮蔽夜色不乾净
公园里葬礼的回音在漫天飞行
送你的白色玫瑰
在纯黑的环境凋零
乌鸦在树枝上诡异的很安静
静静听我黑色的大衣
想温暖你日渐冰冷的回忆
走过的走过的生命
啊四周弥漫雾气
我在空旷的墓地
老去後还爱你
为你弹奏萧邦的夜曲
纪念我死去的爱情
跟夜风一样的声音
心碎的很好听
手在键盘敲很轻
我给的思念很小心
你埋葬的地方叫幽冥
为你弹奏萧邦的夜曲
纪念我死去的爱情
而我为你隐姓埋名
在月光下弹琴
对你心跳的感应
还是如此温热亲近
怀念你那鲜红的唇印
那些断翅的蜻蜓散落在这森林
而我的眼睛没有丝毫同情
失去你泪水混浊不清
失去你我连笑容都有阴影
风在长满青苔的屋顶
嘲笑我的伤心
像一口没有水的枯井
我用凄美的字型
描绘後悔莫及的那爱情
为你弹奏萧邦的夜曲
纪念我死去的爱情
跟夜风一样的声音
心碎的很好听
手在键盘敲很轻
我给的思念很小心
你埋葬的地方叫幽冥
为你弹奏萧邦的夜曲
纪念我死去的爱情
而我为你隐姓埋名在月光下弹琴
对你心跳的感应还是如此温热亲近
怀念你那鲜红的唇印

 

 

 

 

一直在听,

突然觉得感动

所谓真挚的爱情是否就是如此

一定是悲剧吗

不知道...